Recently, I wrote a poem and submitted it to a local broadcast radio show. I JUST got an email back saying they will broadcast my poem!
It’s about loving something, or someone, so much and so dear, when suddenly you find they’re not your own anymore and you’re having to struggle against the tide to hold onto them. And when you are holding on to them, they don’t love you anymore and everything just turns bitter. Love has gone wrong and love is now empty.
NOTE: I wrote this not about anyone I know personally, but about a singer-songwriter who I adored for some intense few years. Now, they’re a complete sellout and it makes me sad to see them like this now, all contemporary, cheap and fake compared to the beauty and richness of how they used to be. At least, that’s how I remember them to be.
Try and work out who the poem addresses if you wish.
Sadly, I can guarantee you will have heard of them.
This Love Was Ours
i loved you, back then
but now the love tastes bitter and scalded
i still think of you, all the time
of the days back when you were Mine
because there was a time,
when i used to run around Fearless,
knowing what we had was a perfect little
your Starlight shined to me
and although i still remain Invisible to you
i’ll still forever adore you,
although your State of Grace has now fallen
i wanted you to stay forever sixteen,
i wanted you to Never Grow Up
i wanted you to Stay
The Way I Loved You was intense,
and so, so easy; Untouchable,
but jealousy has spiralled in and out,
and out of my control
you comforted a girl whose world had been shattered
around her by divorce, depression
you allowed her to Breathe
now i’m stuck, stuck on The Outside
where it’s bitter and cold
Everything Has Changed
so Long Live
those times I used to share with you
because they’re not my own anymore
and they were truly The Best Day(s)
And when I think Tim McGraw,
I do think of you
It’s personal, it’s deep, and it’s cutting. I was in rather a melacholy state of sadness when I wrote it. I just wish they could read it too and see how much they mean to people when they change.